Birthday

So, today is my birthday. I am one of those who suffer from the birthday blues. The closer my birthday gets, the more likely I am to take a nose dive into my subconscious. Ya know, reanalyze things I have gone over a million times and pardon my french but basically continue on to mind fuck myself. I don’t like it but I know when it is coming so I strap in and prepare to hold on for the ride.